Exam finished...

Oh yeah...

Exam finished...

Finally...

Well...

Happy because exam finish...

And also because I screwed it up...

Yeah yeah...

Now have to pray hard...

Will pass every subjects...

I don't feel like I wanna write it out actually...

I got no time at all...

The paper is 9am later and I haven't study all the chapters...

But I really can't control myself...

I'm really really really down at this moment...

People will say I'm going to emo again...

Well...

No matter what you say...

I'm not emo this time...

But I'm really down...

Collapse...

Too much outsider effects...

I just need a breathe...

I just wanna go out with her...

But seems like HE don't wanna give me even a chance to do so...

Anti Anti Anti....

Well...

First paper today...

WTF...

Antidepressant drug...

Antipsychotic drug...

Antimanic drug....

Antianxiety drug...

Antiepiletic drug...

Anti...

Anti...

Anti.......

That is just the drug groups...

The name of the drugs...

Over 100...

And I have to memorize all!!!!!

And I'm now anti neuropharmacology...

Exam season

Exam starts tomorrow....

And I'm still blogging here...

I don't have the mood to study at all...

There are lots of things in my mind...

But luckily...

Exam will ends this Friday...

And...

I'll miss her badly....

Still moving on

3 weeks passed...

And I'm still not really back to normal mood....

Ya...

Friends asked me to move on...

And I'm still in the process...

Moving on...

Well...

I'm not as emo as 3 weeks ago...

But my mood is neither good nor bad....

I just can say...

'I'm not really fine...

But don't worry, I'll be fine...'

I'm kidult...

Well...

I really don't like to wear long pants...

I'm kinda short,long pants will makes me looks shorter....

But I always wear shirt with short pants...

People always ask me

"Hey, why you wear like a primary school student??Is that your uniform??"

Haha....

Well...

I'm short,but I'm already a year 3 university student...

Please don't tease me...

I'm just short...

And...

I love to wear like kidult....

SS2 Starbuck-ing

I'd really a boring day...

Hmm...

Why I'm here...

I don't know...

Besides come to see her, I really can't find myself a reason why I'm here...

She is really really busy about her work...

I don't know when, she just can really finish all her work....

I just can sit here silently ...

Look at her...

Working hard for her assignments....

And...

A day passes...

This is my life....

I think I'm weird since that day...

I don't know why I will be like this...

This is not me...

I started to blame the world...

I hate the life HE had given to me...

Boring...

Meaningless...

Bad temper???or bad weather???

I don't know why I'm so moody these few days...

Sunny day will be sportive...

When cloudy will become bad tempered...

And when rain, will become down and emo...

I don't know why...

The weather is changing according to my mood???

Or my mood is changing according to the weather???

I tried to stay steady...

But just can't...

Too much things to worry about...

And I feel like I'm going into the a dead end,without a way return...

Can somebody tell me what can I do???

I really need someone now...

No need to talk with me...

Just sitting beside me...

Boring life....

Going to hand in my proposal tomorrow...

But will I really be free after that????

I wanna be relax...

Escape from this boring life...

Maybe go somewhere...

Somewhere that no one knows me...

And I don't know the place as well...

What to do...

But no one accompany me...

Alone???

Well...

If possible...

I don't know what is my mood now...

Really bad...

I need someone to stay beside me if possible....

I really scared about what happened last night...

The accident...

Live my life

I really don't know what can I do now...

Done my poster presentation...

But I'm really no mood to do anything...

I let my blog mold...

My proposal rust...

And I just really lazy....

After CNY...

I don't know why...

I wanna get a long vacation...

A long vacation to help me calm myself down...

I wanna free myself...

Maybe some activities...

Or games...

Maybe...

Just a trip with you??

Or...

Perhaps I can really back to my study mode....

There are only 2 weeks left for my proposal...

3 weeks left for final exam...

And I'm still in CNY mode...

Can anyone please help me??

Tell me what should I do???