SS2 Starbuck-ing

I'd really a boring day...

Hmm...

Why I'm here...

I don't know...

Besides come to see her, I really can't find myself a reason why I'm here...

She is really really busy about her work...

I don't know when, she just can really finish all her work....

I just can sit here silently ...

Look at her...

Working hard for her assignments....

And...

A day passes...

This is my life....

I think I'm weird since that day...

I don't know why I will be like this...

This is not me...

I started to blame the world...

I hate the life HE had given to me...

Boring...

Meaningless...

Bad temper???or bad weather???

I don't know why I'm so moody these few days...

Sunny day will be sportive...

When cloudy will become bad tempered...

And when rain, will become down and emo...

I don't know why...

The weather is changing according to my mood???

Or my mood is changing according to the weather???

I tried to stay steady...

But just can't...

Too much things to worry about...

And I feel like I'm going into the a dead end,without a way return...

Can somebody tell me what can I do???

I really need someone now...

No need to talk with me...

Just sitting beside me...